| 2001-4-30 |
 2:27:30 |
| what am i going to do for weeks and weeks without my love? i'll end up being rpoductive. my car needs work and i have quite a few projects for school this semester. i should be stressing but i don't. stress is for people who care. that doesn't mean i don't care. double negatives and paradoxes aside. life is easy. just give me bread water and a companion. money is unimportant. hrmm where was i going with this again? i think i have some HTML and PERL to work on. sweet dreams. | |
| 2001-4-28 |
22:48:36 |
| it just occurred to me that i have not played laser tag in forever. i think that would be somuch fun right now. it's 10pm on a saturday night and i have all the energy in the world. too bad nobody is home. *shrug* | |
| 2001-4-24 |
11:59:13 |
| *yaaawn*streetch* just woke up . . . about an hour or two ago. don't know why i did that!? afternoon classes are the best. i wake up late in the morning. there is no heavy traffic to get to school. unfortunately rush hour works both ways. the drive home can be crazy. this summer heat will only make it worse. these last 2 and a half years have gone by amazingly fast. i want school to be over with now. i want my fast paced high paying job now. officemax is making me ill. having no free time is making me ill. hahahaha. insane too :) graduation is October 26th, 200000000001. | |
| 2001-4-23 |
17:45:12 |
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welcome to the inner me. the outer me has left. nothing crazy to report. nothing boring to report. it's as if the world is standing completely still, watching me, listening to me, buzzing like insects. the rain stopped. the flyswatters are gone. did i spell that riiight? what's left is a low humming sound. the sound of irrelevence. eat up! drink! claim the world as yours! wtf did i just write? | |
| 2001-4-21 |
 20:28:32 |
| well finally! freeshell lost service on wednseday because verizon had trouble with some lines. i got a haircut yesterday. it's back to its spikey craziness again. it's actually raining! how crazy is that? next week it should be blisteringly hot again. is that even a word? blah. need some tea and hot food. my muscles are cold and stiff. it's rather hard typing . . ... . .';';.,.;'; ;';..../?>>,.,'; *poink* | |
| 2001-4-18 |
1:24:34 |
| forgot one last thing before going to bed. mind boggling :) | |
| 2001-4-18 |
1:13:24 |
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everytime i see this empty box i want to type every little feeling i have. every thought, every little detail about my thought process. that would confuse anybody that actually reads this stuff. looks like summer is almost here. i sweated like a pig today in my car.driving around in a portable oven is no fun at all when the temperatur reaches 150 degrees. what are you craving right this moment? i feel like chocolate. not just any chocolate. if i wanted that i would finish eating this chocolate bunny which is giving me the saddest "don't eat me!" look. i want swiss chocolat. nummers nummers. | |
| 2001-4-16 |
18:29:52 |
| seems like i haven't written in here in an while. not much to report on. this planet is void of intelligence as originally speculated. further research may be needed. potential for intelligent life in the ocean. investigation continues... | |
| 2001-4-13 |
 13:42:59 |
| friday the 13th muhaha. scary huh? pfft. i like waking up at 1 in the afternoon. catching up on all my sleep. now the hard part is finding food. *growl* off to the kitchen! | |
| 2001-4-11 |
14:55:21 |
| just got to school. missed first class. :( that's the bad part to having 10 people in my house. oh well. i better start showering at night again. ack, there's the bell. off to class i go. | |
| 2001-4-11 |
12:40:8 |
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looks like it has decided to shine once again. noooooooooooooo I hope it rains later this week. i hope it snows in flagstaff again. i hope snowbowl opens. i hope i hope i hope. i want to go skiing. that would be swell. :) i can day dream though. day dreaming of gloomy days. rain splattering on forhead and running down my cheeks. the cool breeze giving me the chills. *sigh* it never=always rains when i want=don't it rain***** | |
| 2001-4-10 |
 17:56:50 |
| it is sooooo cold in my house. this place is such a mess. i better clean it before my parents get back in town. they're supposed to be here sometime today. have to wash dishes and clean bathroom. ack! homework on top of that too. i have a research project for history class to start. i have a research project for career development class as well. *poof* | |
| 2001-4-9 |
13:1:48 |
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well i'm at school once again. my web development teacher let us go 30 minutes early for no apparent reason. *shrug* it's only html anyways. the bell just rang and i have to head to history. YAY. i probably should have read. in other news: don't play with Polychlorinated Biphenyl. have a swell day! | |
| 2001-4-9 |
1:34:23 |
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good morning! bot much to report about. the usual sunday. stay out real late saturday night; wake up early sunday; work; come home; go to dinnner; come home; watch movie; | |
| 2001-4-7 |
17:17:17 |
| woohoo just got off work. got an early shift today. not that it matters or anything. i probably won't get out of my ouse 'ill after eight p.m. like i normally do. work was dull. i got a spiffy new badge today, plus i made $15 worth of commission. i guess it wasn't all that dull. oh yeah the badge... it sayys 2 on it. i was like wtf?! then my boss told me it was my two year anniversary for working at officemax. hahahaha. i hope i never see the number 3 badge! *poink*narf* hmm gotta find something to do. occupy this mind. destruction and mayhen sounds like fun. time to blow up the world........ | |
| 2001-4-5 |
23:23:17 |
| ahhh the wonderful sound of rain. i'll have to enjoy it while it lasts all of two minutes. then it's nothing but sunshine and more sunshine for the next six months. no matter, i drink plenty of water. i'll sweat atleast fifty million gallons by the end of summer... | |
| 2001-4-6 |
 3:16:42 |
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got another tranny today for my car. the one i bought a few months ago finally died. well it's not dead yet. it's dying slowly and painfully. we found a crack in the case and it's leaking gear oil everywhere. i doesn't smell nice burning on the exhaust. fourth time is a charm right? :) i'm so bored here at school. i have lots of work to do, and no motivation to do any of it. maybe i should roll up in to a little ball and sleep in the corner. | |
| 2001-4-4 |
17:51:40 |
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[console012]::current status: brain malfunction [console012]::what shall i do? [console012]::halt [console012]::invalid request: i'm sorry. i can't allow you to do that chris [console012]::ls -l [console012]::invalid request [console012]::jdshfgkahjfgd [console012]::terminating self replicating carbon unit... standby... [console012]::... [console012]::... [console012]::termination complete. [console012]::please install new unit before proceeding | |
| 2001-4-2 |
18:17:30 |
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hmm i get to cook dinner tonight! anna is insisting that i make her dinner today. the only things i can cook are eggs and cereal. this should be interesting. i want a mac. these things are so different than the beige boxes i play with all the time at school and at home. it has character, and talks to me in twenty or so different voices. i don't think i can ever get used to using a one button mouse. well enough rambling... how are you? | |
| 2001-4-2 |
18:18:30 |
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happy days are here! err. wha.. not much to write about in this journal. today was just an ordinary day at school. four hours of lecture followed by a 40 minute drive home. can't wait to graduate and get a real job. i think i mentioned that several hundred times to everyone. school is fun and all--but i'de really love to get paid for this stuff i'm doing. i enjoy it so much. heh go figure a job that i'll enjoy :) | |
| 2001-4-1 |
11:11:27 |
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happy april fools day! yay! don't you hate waking up right before your alarm goes off? i woke up half an hour before my alarm went off. i'm not even sure what woke me up. my dreams were really strange. i can't even recall them now. i probably had some sort of nightmare. that always wakes me.
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| 2001-4-1 |
0:57:14 |
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how should i feel? i amnummmbbbrightnow. nothng phaZes me. until my heart gets ripped out--that hurts--my numbness goes away. it falls to the floor and shatters into a million peices. on a lighter note i feel huNGRy. goodnight and farewell. | |