i should be heading to bed early. tomorrow is a long day. i wake up 6am to go to class at 8am. i have a test! at 9am i meet with bill. we then drive to temped and meet up with our client to discuss some projects. then we come back, listen to some lectures. then i come home and stare at this screen again.

this week has been good. last night i went bowling and sucked heh ;) my shoes got wet and i banged my knee on the st00pid hardwood floor. oh well. next time i'll win :) maybe ill even have enough money to play more games too.

i have this urge to play the guitar everysingle day. everytime i hear a note played i wanna play it. if my car gets done this week ill buy myself a guitar and tour the world.

welp off to sleep. farewell and goodnight.

this has been the most painful week for me. when someone who loves you knows you very very very well, they always know exactly what to say to hurt you. anna managed to do that several times this week. tonight she broke up with me. that's a big slap in my face. she ripped out my heart, and i ripped hers out. neither of which was intentional.

exciting conclusion to come tomorrow...

i'm sitting here in front of this box topless as usual. i won't complain about the heat 'cause that does nothing to make it go away. i'll just indirectly complain and whine.

99 mored days of school left. then i geta famcy diploma to hang on my wall that says "I'm CIS person hire me!"

but enough about me, tell me about yourself.

time to play with linux some more. good night :)

i have a nasty papercut on my left index finger. need one of those fancy webcameras to take a picture of it for ya :) it's a good .5mm deep and 7mm across.

what would happen if the universe suddenly realized it wasn't supposed to exist? so much for perfection. it's all one big mistake. it'll slowly pull itself back together. all one giant lump of energy. energy or mass? now that is a good question. am i really here? or am i 7 trillion light years away controlling my appendages remotely with quantum strings. are they organized or tangled? i think tangled. the organized ones tend to get ahead faster. i just sit here and think about it--zipping across the galaxy in a dish. our hero inout the coordinates into the archaic panel on the bridge. the ship changes course and heads home. home sweet home.

worked mostly todaY. kinda slow. ac not working so well. that makes me unproductive and miserable sometimes. coworkers are fun though. i find myself spending more time wondering around finding people to talk with. i am chris' social skills.

after work ate good bbq dinner. large steak, sausages, garlic bread and salad. called anna. called justin. called john. john never called back. slkhfalsfhak dkfghadlskf fajshgdfaksdhjfg asdfhjgasdkfhjgasdkf aksdjhfga sdjfhga. called anna again and we rented movie. i've been weary of renting unbreakable for a while. that is a great flik. it's not for everyone, but i really enjoyed it.

after movie write journal. switch to pj mode. slide into warm comfy bed. springs good. waterbed bad ;)

i turned 22 yesterday! yay! i don' feel any different. i finally got new boots. they're big black and leather. great for stomping on things. i also got a new jack for working on my car. it's still sitting in my garage awaiting a tranny/driveshaft/diff-mount transplant. *sigh* i miss driving it. ooh ooh i also got a neat photo album. it's filled with all sors of pictures of anna and myself along other people ;)